Aug 20, 2011

memory

me in front of Tate Modern Museum


The truth is.. I'm missing the time when I was in London so much. I really wish to have a chance to come back there, for a while, I don't know what it is for if I just stay there for a couple of days but I do wish to..
The truth is I was not strong enough to cope with all the troubles that came to me at that time. I was running away instead of being strong & tough. I was a b*tch, then...
I was deeply changed by that short period of time. All I can do now is to think of it as a short & bittersweet memory. My biggest weak point , to me, is that I don't live with the present, which is a shame. I hate to be such a nostalgic person, it ruins me with my memoirs of things.
I miss the small apartment which is the safest place there to me. I miss the way to the station, to the supermarket that I used to go. Time flies but it feels like it's only just several days ago..

If I had been stronger, I would have been less miserable..

But I was not. So the thing is I have to learn to live with my present. 'Cause it's a present, like someone says.

(For a pale day soaking in memory of a faraway land)

4 comments:

FOLO13 said...

có gì không nguôi trong lòng sao ku*ng...tâm trạng vương khắp nơi ^^ Keep calm & carry on !

huong hoang said...

yeah. I still carry on :D it's just a nostalgic moment.When you know how a certain land changes you & moves you, you will be thinking of it a lot...

FOLO13 said...

để lại ở miền đất đó một chút...và mang về nhà một chút...^^ và sống ở đây nhưng tâm hồn thì đi lạc đâu đó...:D (chắc cần phải đi để thu nhặt lại ^^)

huong hoang said...

^^ gia ma duoc toi do de thu nhat va dem ve nhieu hon nhung cam xuc khac nua :-P khi do se co gang ko de vuong vai nhung xuc dong o do..