emotion

It's 5 days more that I will start a (kind of ) new life. When I was small, I used to dream of being a grown up girl wearing high heels & doing all the things that I couldnt and wasn't allowed when I was a lil girl. When I grew up a lil more I used to dream of doing what I love to have a successful career , playing around with friends, having fun and forget the days passing by, leaving small troubles behind and keeping on doing silly lil things. When I grow a lil, lil more mature like now. I just wish to have peace in soul, good health and being loved always. To start a life with new small family, I wish to love & be loved everyday, doing nothing, anything & everything with my husband, having lovely children. The more I grow up , it seems the simpler & humbler wish I have. Actually I love to have a house like a cottage, doing things like gardening, feeding the chickens and watching the plants grow everyday. I love to see my children running in the sun, smiling, playing and get sloppy which would make me tell them that they are so naughty but lovely.
I have a clear vision of what I really want in this life, this current life. I think it's a bless to watch the sunrise or sunset with your beloved without any worry. It's a bless to cut your own flowers in the garden.
We should start it and keep this fire of love burning inside for many years ahead, right honey?

ILU.
xxx